The sun hung over the breast shaped clouds of purple hued
Zabarwan Mountains, shining brightly into our young eyes. Summers in Kashmir
were always a reason for joy when we were kids, stretching out beyond the edges
of our lives, the bright sun taunting us with endings, marked by long shadows
thrown in the backyard by the end of it.
Long days and sunny weather meant lots of outdoor activities; the usual
play games kids in 80s and 90s would indulge in— an age much before the advent
of smart phones and internet. The cousin
sleepovers, was something no less than a celebration of good times. We would
visit them and they would visit us in turns. Life was good, a long joyous
vacation. We were the merry souls, playing accordion, a Joan Baez song on our
supple lips- ‘I never dreamed this summer would end.’
In addition to all the wonted stuff, summers brought with it
the tennis infatuation. From late May to early July, two of the four Grand
Slams played in the far off European cities of Paris and London: The French
Open and The Wimbledon would catch us in the turf of its magic. Over cold lemon
‘Squash’ -- stored in Kelvinator refrigerator: the Manmohan Singh economic liberty
being still a few years away and the consumerist products that we take for
granted these days, were a luxury back then - the summer evenings brought our
entire family together in the old part of the Srinagar city- a crumbling
collection of brown and grey houses, whose tattered rusty shingles of the
rooftops rose behind each other glittering in the summer evening sun. The only
channel, Doordarshan, telecasting the semi-finals and finals.
My earliest memory goes back to the 1988 Wimbledon final.
The German prodigy Steffi Graf playing a legend in her own right- Martina
Navratilova. It was a cracking final; the sighs and grunts of the players
across thousands of miles reverberated in our living room. The love for the
game and summers grew over years and was carried into the 90s. I notably
remember the ’91 summer. Gabriela Sabatini- the Argentinian sensation of the
times was a craze amongst us all. To put things in perspective, she was a
Eugenie Bouchard on Columbian cartel coke. She played a great final match and
probably had a championship point as well. However, the resilient German again
got better of her opposition. I was crestfallen. To make matters worse, my
favorite in men’s- Boris Becker lost the final to an unknown Michael Stich.
The women folk in my family- my sisters, cousins and aunts
would be engaged with men, in these stiff battles fought over clay and grass.
We all picked our favorites and supported them to tee. The gamesmanship was
evident from both genders. Contrary to the general belief, downtown Srinagar
was a very liberal alcove to grow up in, where men were not necessarily
misogynists. It had perhaps something to do with how the city had shaped over
years, its urban silhouette evident on the blurred freckles of its dwellers—an
exiguous social circle of people who clinged together because they couldn’t
stand to be alone. To imagine it now is unthinkable. It’s sad when a city loses
its intrinsic spirit and culture to the bauble of times, and while its corners
no longer smell of urban olfactory.
The slipshod poor telecast by doordarshan had little
dampening effect on our spirits. I and any cousin, who was almost my age, were
hooked to the game, picking our favorites for every tournament over 90s. Our
year was divided on lines of the four Grand Slams. We looked forward to the
coverage on Sportstar Magazine every week. Decking up our walls with posters
and cuttings. I took part in one of the contests in the magazine. I won and was
mailed a life size poster of Gabriela Sabatini, written in bold italics ‘from
Madras.’ The joy was unbridled.
Sadly we never got to play the real thing. The hostilities
of war had gripped Srinagar under its hideous veil. There were people on both
sides of Jhelum busy loading their guns. The city had lost its only tennis
court to war and uncertainty. In childhood you remain isolated from the
political developments. It matters little. While the city fell in perpetual
grief of conflict, we did our little improvisation. I and my cousin played our
version of tennis on a concrete yard that faced my ancestral home in downtown
Srinagar. In a way we had stepped into our make believe magical realm. A copper
wire acted as a net and our hands as racquets. We would leap in the air, serve
with our palms. Drop shots, volleys, angle lobs, we had it all. We would
re-enact entire tournaments, where he’d think himself as Edberg and me as
Becker. Our rivalries were as tense if not more, as on real courts.
On one of the evenings these days, while watching French
Open, it threw me down a gale of nostalgia and the meaning it holds to my generation,
my city and my own awning memory. My city is an antique paper, but my memories
are those that time couldn’t erase. Sometimes it is all you have from a city
you so love. You roll back the clock and you extol all grief away which life
brings with it. But I have a feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone too.
A fulfilled life like a great tennis match never finishes on a Deuce!
